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41 days remain (a little under 6 weeks, or about 3,542,400 seconds). There is a sinking, paralysing, terrible pain in the back of my mind. This is not enough time. I can't do everything I want to do, or say everything I want to say, and it gets worse every time I think about it. I thought I would be happy to leave! Just...not like this. Fuck. Fuck!
Fuck...
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In other news, here is my finalized loadout for my new laptop:
1.5 GHz Apple PowerBook G4 (15.2 inch)
1 gigabyte RAM
80 gigabyte harddrive
Superdrive (!)
OS X 10.4 (Tiger)
It will kick all manner of ass, I assure you.
July 17 2005, 18:18:43 UTC 6 years ago
no worries
No worries kiddoe, we all feel like that in one way or another. But it will all work out in the end because people change, but the good things stay the same. Take a deep breath let it out, face your fears head on, and know that you are never alone. ;)lol
July 18 2005, 05:56:33 UTC 6 years ago
Re: no worries
Thanks. That means a lot.And update your journal already! geez!
July 18 2005, 07:44:09 UTC 6 years ago
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